What Happened?

My life seems to be doing a complete you turn. 
In elementary, I rarely talked, 
middle school, A talked more; 
but this year... it seems I just can't make my self heard. 
I don't know what to do anymore. 
it seems that whenever I talked, I'm just ignored. 
I just don't think I can survive anymore...
why do these things always happen to me? 
I make my friends easily, but than I lose them just as fast. 
Why? its a question I ask a lot lately, 
but its never answered. 
Well, I guess I'm to go now